room at the table – the story of our refinished table

What I yearned for was more than just a table.

Tyson and I have lived without a dining table for the past year or so. Our original hand-me-down table was awkward for our space and didn't match our style at all. We assumed we would be moving soon, so we got rid of it. I didn't realize, though, the value of a dining table until we no longer had one.

After a few months without, I started pining for a table. Not only for family meals (it's hard to balance 2 plates on a couch while trying to feed yourself and a baby), but also for our friends and extended family. I browsed the internet and resale shops for a used one. I even considered taking a day trip down to DFW and hitting up IKEA. I'm so glad I held out, though. We found this one on Craigslist and it fit our small budget. It needed some major TLC, but I saw potential. It was perfect.

After we brought it home, I could not wait to get started. I browsed Pinterest, settled on the look I wanted, we picked up the materials, and I went to work. While I sat outside on our driveway sanding and painting, I thought about my big dreams for this table. I didn't just dream about the finished product, but the experiences we would have sitting around it.

A place for community.

For me, a table represents community; a place to gather, and share food and conversation. While refinishing our new-to-us table, I dreamt about family dinners, morning coffee, and game-nights with friends. A place where all who come feel welcome.

I love how our table turned out. When I stepped back to take in the finished product, I immediately knew that this table was going to be a part of our home for a long, long time. It came with 2 extra leaves for expansion so it offers room for growth. There will always be room at this table. 

Project Details:

• The table top was sanded with our power sander until it was completely bare wood. I hand-sanded the legs just enough to rough them up.
• I used oil-based primer on the legs and black latex paint (2 coats). I sealed it with 1 coat of polyurethane.
• I stained the top and sealed it with 5 coats of polyurethane.
• We haven't done anything to the chairs, but ultimately plan on refinishing them.

(For once, I started and finished a project completely by myself. I usually enlist Tyson's help, which means he ends up doing it. ;) But not this time! If you have any other specific questions, leave a comment and I will answer in the comments.)

real talk: counterfeit joy

Occasionally you will find these "real talk" posts. These are posts that are more like journal entries in which I want to share some of my personal struggles or revelations. I hope that you find them helpful or can relate on some level. 

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You want to know what I struggle with? Like big-time struggle, on the daily? Discontent. Or covetousness; wanting more than what I have; not being happy with what has been given to me. It goes beyond the normal desiring of something better, to feelings of bitterness because I don't have those things, or obsessively thinking about them. As a Christian, there's nothing inherently wrong with desiring things. But if my desires lead me to discontent, that is sinful.

I could give you dozens of examples, but the big one is a larger house. Not a giant house, a modest one so long as it's bigger than our current one. But regardless of the size or newness, it still has become an area of covetousness. I become angry when I dwell on our current living situation and why we are still in this home, the 3-year home that has somehow become a 5-year home. The just-married home, but now married with 1 child and running a home-business home. The bursting at the seams and stunting our growth home. See that? I have a lot of feelings.

I have known for a long time that this is problem, but only recently began to openly admit it and call it what it is. Rather than wresting with my problem and trying to fix it, I'm surrendering. I know that by my own strength I will never be able to overcome this.

Joy or happiness?

Tim Keller differentiates joy from happiness: 

There's a big difference between joy and happiness. Happiness comes from the comfort of having things that you want. Joy is a deep kind of rejoicing; an assurance, a security, a mirth...down deep that says, "I've got the only thing that really matters." ...The counterfeit of joy is happiness, which rests in the blessings, not the blesser.

I have been taking stock in "the blessings" to make me happy, and not the blesser. I think a lot of people struggle with this, but blessings can appear in different forms. It can be materialistic, or it can even be something noble. What is the one thing, besides God, that you count on to make you happy? Is it a child? A career? A significant other? Recognition of some kind?

"Comparison is the thief of joy." We see this quote all over Pinterest. But the more I think about joy, the more I realize what steals mine. I don't think it's comparison (which is just a nice word for envy anyway, right?), I think it's looking to anything but God to give me joy. Houses crumble, people pass away, awards can be taken or forgotten, but His love never fails.

I don't have this all figured out; my struggle is still very real. But being aware of my sin and my struggles makes me all the more grateful for God's grace.

Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” John 4:7–19

shop Field Study

I want to formally announce my new handmade shop, Field Study!

Embracing the change, and rocking it.

I've grown a lot since I first began selling on Etsy, and even before that when I began discovering my love of sewing. My style has changed and my dreams have evolved. Gone are the days of Chandelier Jenny's novelty pouches. This past year I have challenged myself to think and work outside of the box I created for myself and I'm continuing to do so. The pride I feel for my new designs is invigorating. Finally, I'm making bags that I adore and love to carry. I hope you are able to see the passion I've put into them. 

What you'll find and what to expect:

I currently have tote bags, cosmetic bags, and small pouches in stock. I'm working on cross body shoulder bags and plan to have those available within the next week, so keep a look out! 

I would love your feedback. Leave a comment, or drop a line on my Facebook page, and let me know what you think and what type of fabric prints/colors you would like to see. :)

april goals

Most of my goals for April are business related, but I have a few personal goals for this month as well. I'm a list-maker and love writing goals down in my planner. It keeps me focused and on track.

Here are 3 of my personal goals for April:

1. Finish 2 books. - I'm currently reading Platform, by Michael Hyatt. Just reading through the introduction I was repeatedly saying "YES" and making all kinds of notes. I'm so excited about working through this book. If you're interested in marketing, I recommend it.

2. Create 4 hand-lettered pieces. I can't recommend this hand-lettering class enough. If you're looking for a new creative outlet, this is one that is fun and easy to start — and doesn't require spending a lot of money on materials.

3. Maintain a clean house. We are putting our house on the market this month. We finished several renovation projects: new flooring throughout, a total kitchen remodel, and we cleaned the heck out of it. We decluttered and organized (by way of boxing several things up and putting in storage). Now it's a matter of just maintaining it while it's being shown. I'm not a great housekeeper, but right now I need to be. Hopefully it doesn't take long to sell!

Happy April!